i love monogamy. this hot famous talented intelligent strong ANGEL hits on me. constantly. its kinda annoying…. or more than kind of considering my boundaries are constantly being violated. god said not to worry its not what i think, and theres an explanation. I have faith in them.
anyways. so assuming i return the interest or wtv..
he probly has like a bajillion girls that he’s seducing at the same time and it makes me scared and angry and feel worthless and like im being used. and like he doesnt really feel attracted to, care about, or love me. and if he does im only one in several hundred girls. like, at the same time.
that’s not a part of my belief system. I won’t be anybody’s second choice, or fuckin trillionth for that matter.