I WANT to narrow it down to one that is perfect for me, I’m good at, and never get tired of.
I want ONE specialty. That I’m REALLY good at. It’s not too late, it’s never too late! ❤
I don't want to half ass two things. I want to whole ass one thing – healing.
I'm thinking healing since that idea is fresher and also I'm already bloody tired of music and the uphill struggle of all those other things…
This sucks ass. Why is this stuff so hard for me? Everyone else makes it look so easy. I've been doing my very best for like 12+ years now with like NO progress. FUCK. WHAT THE HELL? WHY ME?